Love Found

She was trembling with anticipation, jumping at every noise, looking at the clock incessantly, adjusting her dress and primping herself in the mirror. "Don't get too worked up," she kept telling herself, but her heart just kept hammering away. As she looked a the clock again, her heart began to sink. It was late, too late. It wasn't going to happen. She bit her lip to fight back the tears and then quickly straightened her shoulders and told herself that she was a big girl. After all she could take care of herself. She went to the kitchen to see if... the doorbell rang! Her heart seemed to make an attempt at jumping out of her chest. Tingles of excitement ran through her body. It was him, it had to be. She was a normal woman: she had a good job, good friends, didn't have a criminal record, lived in a nice apartment, and had a nice car. There was really nothing in her life that she had to complain about. Oh sure, she had a few extra pounds, but don't most moms? Oh yes, she was a mom, a good one. Anyone looking at her life, they would say she had it all together. Sure, she was a single mom, but she was strong, she had made things work and she was doing amazingly well on her own. There were her past mistakes, men in her life that she'd rather forget, but she had learned to move on, and done rather well with it. Which is why it was odd that she had found herself visiting some websites that she'd not frequented previously. Maybe it was the weather. Maybe it was the fact that she had a rather large repair bill on her car. Maybe it şişli escort was the glass of wine - or was it bottle? - that had been consumed that evening. Whatever it was, she found herself on a dating website that one of her friends had suggested. It was a typical dating site with a bunch of desperate guys looking for sex, either that or just a bunch of losers. But, for some reason, she made a profile and convinced herself that it was only for social interaction. "Just For Friends" she titled it. Just for fun, she posted a few pictures of herself. What could be the harm? She smiled and laughed at some of the desperate attempts the others were making. She didn't go back on the site for a week, not until the next Friday night, and the next bottle of wine. That's when she remembered what she'd done. Curious, she logged back onto the site. To her surprise, a dozen messages awaited her. They were the typical ones she'd heard about: "Hey babe, wuzzup"... "Yo chick, wanna bang?"... "Hey what size are your tits?"... "You want my cock inside you?" She deleted one after another, thinking that the site was simply filled with a bunch of desperate guys, maybe even perverts, and she had no time for that. She had learned her lessons in the past. Frustrated and appalled, she looked for a way to disable her profile. Suddenly another message popped up. The introduction simply said "Hi." Well, that's better, she thought and she opened it. That's when it all started. She was a picky girl. She had chosen wrong in the past and she knew what kind şişli escort bayan of man not to go for. But now, suddenly, she found herself talking to this man, a sweet, kind, honest man, who had her blushing and feeling good about herself. He seemed so genuine too and actually seemed to like her. She started to enjoy their friendly banter and looked forward to his next message. She really liked him, but she didn't know if she should. She had checked his profile and he was also just looking for friends. Well, that was good, so was she! But he was married. That really wasn't a problem at all. Except for the fact that she liked him. Really liked him. And not just in a friendly kind of way. She'd never tell anyone, but when he said sweet things to her, she had wandering hands. As they chatted, she played with herself. What made it even more interesting was that whenever she'd be in bed in the evening, and playing with herself, because, after all, that's what she had done every night for a long time, she found herself thinking about him. He was stuck in her head and she wanted him. He finally told her that he wanted her too and it filled her with an excitement that she'd never experienced. She knew better. She knew that she should not tangle with a married man. But he wasn't happy in his marriage. And, she had to admit, she was not entirely happy where she was either. She missed the affections of a man. Not just any man, but a man she loved. She hated to use the "L" word, but she was starting to suspect it was true. It mecidiyeköy escort was ridiculous, as they only talked online. They didn't know either other's mannerisms, beliefs, social standings. But that feeling was there. The desire was there as well and it was becoming hard to bear. Which is why, when he asked her where she lived, she actually told him. His wife was away with the kids and he wanted to see her. It had been after a lengthy, rather steamy online conversation, and she was soaking wet. She wanted him and he wanted her. He told her that if nothing went wrong, he'd be there in an hour. He was late. The bell rang again. She froze. She didn't know what to do. Now there was a knock on the door. It was him, it had to be! She wanted him so bad, so why was she so nervous? She eventually went to the door and opened it. She looked at him. His eyes didn't look her up and down, the way most guys did, instead they locked on her eyes and stayed there. That desire - no, it was more than desire - that need, that amazing feeling that they'd shared online was there, only now in person. He reached out his hands and she responded. She felt his hands tremble as they touched. He was just as nervous as she was! Suddenly, a big grin appeared on his face; a big, silly, happy, sexy grin. She burst into giggles and they collapsed into each other's arms, shaking with laughter at the absurdity of their nervousness. They went inside, not letting go of each other, barely shutting the door behind them. Before she knew it, his lips were on hers and she was kissing back passionately, urgently, as though her life depended on it. A hand was already on his chest, feeling the form of his body, and his hands explored her body, not in a demanding way, but in a gentle, yet intense way.