The Blessings of the Homeless Angel

Upset that my friends had canceled again, I pushed past the ragged, dirty woman?until I heard her.?Spare some change??I recognize voices, so I turned and knelt down.?Linda??Her eyes widened. ?Jeff? Oh, fuck??She dropped her head and started crying.?Linda?please?let me help??I finally coaxed her back to my apartment.The shower ran a long time, steam curling under the door.But the angel who emerged was the confident, beautiful woman I had longed for in high school.?Merry Christmas, Jeff.? She smiled, hips swaying as she let the towel fall?She walked slowly towards me, a smile on her lips, her eyes boring into mine. But when she reached me, she slowed and frowned.?Are you okay, Jeff? You?re shaking!?I couldn?t meet her eyes. I was scared.When she reached me, she knelt down ? naked ? in front of me. ?Jeff? Are you okay? What?s the matter??I looked off to the side, ?Uh?Linda?would you do me a favor and put something on? There?s, um, a robe hanging on the back of the bathroom door.?She looked at me quizzically. ?Sure, Jeff. Whatever you want.?She got up, and walked quickly away, then returned doing up the tie around my old toweling robe. She was biting her lip and looking concerned.Perching on the edge of the sofa next to me, she was quiet, then said, ?Would?would you like me to leave? Did I cross a line??Quickly shaking my head, ?NO! No ? I, uh, I?ve just always been, um, intimidated by how gorgeous you are, right from first grade.?I looked up, ?But Linda, you are welcome to stay here for as long as you need. You?re my friend.? Looking deep into her eyes, I wanted her to understand that I wasn?t rejecting her, the way the rest of the world had, that I truly was her friend.I could see her shoulders and face relax. She moved fully onto the sofa and sat back next to me. ?I?ve always thought you were kinda cute, too, Jeff.?I could hear the smile in her voice, even if I was ashamed to look at her.Her finger touched my chin and pulled my head around so I was facing her. Now there was concern on her face. ?Why would I intimidate you, Jeff? We?ve been friends for, what? Twenty years or more? Did I do something to hurt you??I shook my head, ?No, you?ve always been friendly. It?s just that?well, I could never compete. I was never on a sports team, I was never cool, I was always a nerd ? and it still scares me to talk to pretty women.?I looked at her and marveled all over again at how drop-dead gorgeous she was. ?And you are so much more than just pretty, Linda. That scares me.?She drew back slightly, and I wondered if I had hurt her feelings.There was a hint of a smile on her face and she leaned closer. "Jeff, you always scared me with how smart you are, yet I never felt that you looked down on me for being dumb. It?s not fair that you should be scared of me for being pretty.?She looked sad. ?It?s not my fault ? and heaven knows it hasn?t helped me much.?I stopped shaking and gawked at her in surprise. ?What do you mean??She sat back again, and this time she turned away, letting her long brown hair curtain her face. Sighing, she said, ?I always seemed to attract the bad boys, the tough guys, the oh-so-cool dudes.? She turned back to me, ?But most of them are losers, Jeff. And they dragged me down with them. They used me as?for sex, then discarded me.?She swallowed. ?And the last one told me I was too old and fat for him and threw me out.? She turned to me, ?That?s how I wound up on the street. He just threw me out with nothing. He wouldn?t even let me take a suitcase with my clothes. Said he?d bought ?em so they were his. And I didn?t have any money??She trailed off, and I guessed she was close to tears.She looked tired. ?I trained to be a hairdresser and esthetician.?I nodded. ?I remember. I recall talking to bursa escort you once while you were waiting for the bus to vocational ed, and remember thinking that you were stunningly beautiful!?She gave me a small smile, ?I remember that conversation. I remember thinking, ?Wow! My smart friend remembers who I am!??I stared at her, then burst out laughing. ?Oh no! You mean you were intimidated by me? If I?d known that??I turned away, overwhelmed by the ?if only?s? that flooded my mind.Then I felt her finger on my chin again. Thinking she was going to say something more, I turned, words forming in my mouth?Only to find her lips pressed to mine.Startled, I went rigid and almost pulled back. Then I remembered something important: we were friends, and always had been.Most of all, I wanted this - so I relaxed, closed my eyes, and kissed her back.Then was surprised again when I felt her tongue slipping between my lips. I was surprised again ? then relaxed and sighed against her.She moved closer and put her hand behind my head. I felt her breast press against my arm ? then decided to be bold, extricated the arm, and put it around her shoulders.She broke the kiss, smiled at me, then scootched closer, hip to hip, turned my shoulders towards her, and gave me a full-on, drop-dead, I-really-mean-it-kiss.At first, the physicality of it all overwhelmed me. I don?t kiss pretty girls every day. In fact, I think I?ve only done so three times in my life and twice I?ve been slapped for my trouble. But I had known Linda since kindergarten, and we had always been friendly, even in my horrible high school years, so I eventually relaxed, and tried to give as good as she was giving.I felt her hand take mine, and place it on her breast. I was shocked and stiffened yet again ? then forced myself to relax. Well, at least my upper body relaxed. My cock was getting hard, and it embarrassed me. What if she noticed?Now I was starting to tremble, not in fear, but with excitement. Was this really going to happen?I started to explore her breast, stroking very gently, afraid I was going to hurt her, but never going any further than feeling that one breast.She broke the embrace and stood up. I was sure I had blown it again until she grabbed my hand and pulled me up, then led me to the bedroom, smiling. I glanced down at the shape of her ass through the robe, and couldn?t quite believe that it was me experiencing this. It was almost an out-of-body experience, like I was floating ? except now I was shaking hard with excitement, and my dick was so hard it ached.When we reached the bed, Linda turned, pushed the robe off of her shoulders, letting it puddle on the floor, then stood there smiling for a moment to let me look at her. I was dumbstruck by how beautiful she was, and how so, so, incredibly sexy!Then she started unbuttoning my shirt. I started to help, then thought better of it and, dropped my hands, and let her. I moved my arms when she slid it off my torso, then gulped when she kneeled down, face at crotch level, and undid my belt, then unfastened my trouser button, and unzipped my fly. It was impossible for her to miss that I had an erection by this time, and my face felt hot.Placing her hands at my waistband, she paused, looked up at me, and grinned. ?Take a breath, Jeff. I don?t want you to pass out on me! Besides, I won?t bite ? this time!?Then she pulled my pants down to my ankles and struggled to get them off my feet. I put my hand on her shoulder and lifted my feet, first left, then right, leaving me wearing just my white briefs and black socks. Chuckling, she skinned my socks off my feet, then reached up and slowly pulled my briefs down.When my dick sprang free, I instinctively cupped my hands over it, bursa escort bayan embarrassed. Linda didn?t say anything, merely helped me step out of my briefs.Now I was as naked as she was but far more embarrassed.She stood up, then crawled up onto the bed, patting it next to her. ?Come here. It?s okay, really.?I tried to keep my hands over my dick while I crawled up next to her, but had to put one hand down to do it, and felt like a complete dork for my clumsiness. Fortunately, she didn?t laugh. I don?t know what I would have done if she had, but it wouldn?t have been pretty.Finally, I lay next to her on my side, right hand over my dick, leaning on my left arm, facing her.?Jeff, if we?re going to have sex, you can?t keep your hand over your cock. I?d like to look at it.? She grinned. ?I?ll show you mine if you?ll show me yours!? she said as she spread her legs, lifting one knee and placing her top foot flat on the bed, opening her pussy for my inspection.That forced an unexpected laugh from me, and I hesitantly dropped my hand away, hardly breathing. Hardly? My dick was more than hardly!Linda scootched down so her face was right by it and smiled. ?Mmmm?? was all she said, but it sounded sweet coming from her.She put out her hand, then stopped and looked up. ?May I??Jerkily, I nodded.She gently took my throbbing cock in her hand and examined it. I was mortified that it was dripping and felt sure she would find it repulsive.It leaped when she touched it, and I shivered, which she ignored. ?You?ve got a good-sized piece here, Jeff. But you know that, right??I quickly shook my head. ?Uh, no, I have no idea. I?ve never, um, had an opportunity to compare?uh, dicks. Well, yeah, I guess in the locker room at Williamsport High, but I always looked at the floor and held a towel over me as long as I could.?She leaned forward and kissed the head. I?m circumcised, so there was no foreskin, and it felt like an electric shock went through me. My ass cheeks clenched hard, and I came, fountaining cum that splashed against her cheek and into her hair.Oh, fuck!I jackknifed forward, hands over my cock, face burning.?Oh, God, I?m so, so sorry, Linda, I??To my astonishment, she smiled, used her hands to push me upright again, and placed her finger over my lips, silencing me. ?Shhh. It?s okay, Jeff. Really.? She used her palm to wipe her hair, and a finger to wipe the cum off her cheek, then, eyes on mine, smiled ? and sucked it into her mouth.And even though I had just cum, I could feel my dick jerking up to attention again.She giggled, then pushed me on my back, dick sticking straight up. Well, actually it curves slightly to the left. She lifted her left leg over, straddling my hips, with my dick resting against her lower abdomen. Leaning forward, she pressed her tits against my chest and lowered her lips to mine, French kissing me.I decided I liked it and tried to let her know it by kissing her back.It was beyond anything I had imagined, let alone experienced. It felt so good ? and I felt as if she wasn?t looking down on me for my extreme dorkiness, that she actually was enjoying it, too!I broke the kiss and looked up at her. She was smiling, much to my relief.?Not too bad?? she asked.I slowly shook my head. ?No, Linda. It was great. God, you?re beautiful!?Putting my hand behind her head, I brought her face down and our lips met again. This time I pushed my tongue into her mouth and felt her tongue welcome it in, rubbing lightly against mine.She broke the kiss, lifted slightly, moved back a bit, and grasped my cock, then rubbed the head back and forth between her pussy lips. They felt hot and very slick and slippery. I was seriously afraid I?d cum again, but took a deep breath and consciously escort bursa relaxed my body.With a look of concentration ? and with her tongue poking out slightly from one side of her mouth ? she eased my cock into her pussy, then straightened up, and gradually pushed down.The sensation was incredible! My dick felt like it was being swallowed in hot oil ? and then she squeezed! I jerked at the sensation, and she giggled, smiling down at me, then straightened up, placing her hands on my chest, and began to move her hips up and down. I felt my dick sliding in and out of her pussy and convulsively shook my head as if I couldn?t quite believe it.Which I couldn?t. Could this really be happening to me? God, it felt amazing! I?I couldn?t believe it! This was so much better than whacking off!And then I came again?My whole body prickled like I was being stung by a million bees. My head felt like it was exploding. I could barely breathe, and each gasp was shallow and quick, like an overheated dog. I lost track of where my hands were, my legs were. I felt as if I were one giant nerve, plugged into a socket, jerking with pleasure.I heard a voice. It sounded familiar, but higher and louder, and grunting and moaning?then realized it was me.Oh?I lost track of myself, and when I finally found me again?I opened my eyes and saw Linda smiling down at me, continuing to pump up and down.How many hours, how many days had I been gone? No idea.I saw my hands reaching up, stroking her arms. The back of my hand, my fingers, stroked her cheek, and her smile broadened ? and softened. She took my hand and turned it around, then kissed my palm and held my fingers to her cheek. Her eyes seemed to glow with an inner light, and there was warmth and affection there.She moved my hand to her breast and helped me massage it. It wasn?t the light, tentative touch I had done earlier, but stronger, yet oddly gentle. I kept the movement going, and started ? carefully ? to pull on her tit. She reached down and took my other hand and placed it on her stomach, moving it slowly back and forth, then took her hand away, returning it to my chest as her hips continued to slide up and down.The angle was awkward, so I used the back of my fingers to lightly stroke her stomach, and I swear she purred like a cat.She closed her eyes, her lips pursed, frowning, and started to move up and down faster. I continued to massage her tit and stroke her tummy, then started to move my hand down lower to her mound, awkwardly because of how near she was. With the back of my hand, I stroked farther left and right across the top of her mound over to one hip, then back to the other side.Her back arched and her mouth opened. She sat upright, causing my hand to drop from her breast, moving up and down from her thighs, faster now. She placed her hands on her tits and started pulling and twisting them harder than I had.?Huuuhh?HUuhhh?HUUU?oh FUCK!?She dropped her head, a look of pain on her features, her bum moving faster and faster until she shoved her hands down hard on the bed on both sides of me. Her back roached, arching like a cat, her mouth opened and she moaned softly, then louder. Finally, her whole body trembled and stiffened ? then she collapsed on top of me, FLOP!?and lay still, breathing hard.Uncertain if she was okay, I gently wrapped both arms around her, and kissed her temple. Her hair smelled of cum and shampoo. There were prickles of perspiration on her forehead, and her body felt hot and damp against mine.We were still. She lay there as if she were dead, except for her chest rising and falling, fast at first, then slower and slower, until I think she slept.I stroked her back, then, awkwardly, reached for the sheet and blanket, and managed to bring them both over us.Her weight was pressing down on me, but somehow I didn?t mind.~~~~~After a while, I felt her move, then heard a wet, sucking sound at the same time as I felt my dick slide out of her and flop onto my thigh, limp. She rolled over onto the bed.